1. when we speak you mention names foreign to me,
inside jokes i don't understand.2. your bedroom wall is covered in photos of people holding you,
of smiles so wide they could crack your face right open.
3. i'm no longer your profile picture.
4. you tell me no one compares to me, to what we've gone through.
i tell you i feel the same. i do.
5. i feel like maybe you're lying to me.
6. i only talk to you during the day because at night i feel like i'm made of porcelain,
one word from you might be the hit i need to break into a thousand pieces.
7. i love you, more than anything i've ever loved.
8. i'm putting my seatbelt on, bracing for a crash.
you're going to realize there's people worth more than me.
9. (don't, don't, don't)
10. i hope you know, because i don't have the energy to tell you.
i'm trying to be a grownup about this, but the truth is
i'm just jealous, and annoying,
and afraid of losing you.
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